so ya myspace has definently taken over my life lol. im on there like all the time. so ya if u want to talk to me by blog or w/e go to myspace! lol. cuz i just dont do this ne more and its wierd cuz i used to b obsessed with my xanga lol. craziness. n e who i wil try to update this periodically tho lol. bye all!

<3 Traci

I am..

I am the gurl who will never stop caring about you no matter what you do to me.
I am the gurl who wont judget you.
I am the gurl who will always be there for you, even when i have problems of my own.
I am the gurl who will always drop everything I'm doing just to see you smile.
I am the gurl who will do anything to see a smile grace your face.
I am the gurl who hurts to see you upset.
I am the gurl who loves unconditionally.
I am the gurl who loves with all of her heart.
I am the gurl who gets hurt because she cares so much.
I am the gurl who thinks with her heart instead of her brain.
I am the gurl who will listen to whatever you have to say.
I am the gurl who really does want to stay close after a fight or break up.
I am the gurl who will love you for you and wont care about what anyone else says.
I am the gurl who will love you even if you have flaws because i know i have them too.
I am the gurl who gets hurt easily, so please dont break my heart.
I am the gurl who will never stop loving you.
I am the gurl who will never not care about you, even if we are in a fight.
I am the gurl who has to be strong.
I am the gurl who will run into a wall just to make you laugh when you are upset.
I am the gurl who will sacrifice herself to keep you safe.
I am the gurl who cant bear to see you upset.
I am the gurl who is never to busy for her friends.
I am the gurl who even though obstacles get thrown at her, will persevere and achieve my dreams.
I am the gurl who will prove her parents wrong and make something of herself.
I am the gurl who will not give up on her dreams, no matter how absurd they may be.
I am the gurl who puts on an act so people wont see the real her.
I am the gurl who doesnt trust that easily anymore.
I am the gurl who hides her true feelings in order to protect her heart.
I am the gurl who doesnt regret doing anything, but regrets not doing certain things.
I am the gurl who tries to b invisible sometimes
I am the gurl who can like to be the center of attention.
I am the gurl who is a complete individual.
I am the gurl who is not a follower.
I am the gurl who blazes her own path.
I am the gurl who will do anything in her power to keep u happy.
I am the gurl who people dont think twice about.
I am the gurl who you will never forget.
I am the gurl who is like nobody else you will ever know.

so ya today is valentines day and im alone again. *tear* not realy tho. it was an ok day considerin all thats goin on. b4 skool paige gave me a brownie - so yummy! and jessica gave me a homemade chocolate covered strawberry - ok so good! and sally gave me chocolate so i was already on a sugar rush by 1st. and im thankful that for one day i got to b hyper and try to forget bout everything. Then 1st period we went over notes - bleh but ms keyes did make us chocolate covered pretzels so it was ok. then 2nd we took notes and it was actually pretty interesting. except for the AP test notes - im gunna die. then 3rd wuz band and we could here the ppl at lunch doin the singin telegrams. haha american idol.... then lunch. sum ppl got me a singin telegram!! and henry sang it to me. omg. lol. talked to brandon. i dunno. its wierd and then alyssa got a singin telegram and she wouldnt go up til we all ganged up on her. erg so frusterating. 4th period gave a commercial bout a computer. and slapped the shit out of a senior. - omg we pitched our topics for our persuasive speech and mines about preventing teen suicide and she asked y and i said cuz my friend just commited suicide and its having a strong hold on me. and this idiot senior guy yells out "well she prolly deserved to die" i walked over and slapped the shit out of him. omg. im so fucking pissed bout it. i was like shaking. that asshole. then after skool was jazz and that always brightens my day.

k bout v-day. i dont get y single ppl hate it. i mean im single and im ok with it. u still hav ur family and ur friends rite? so celebrate with them. its not all bout ur significant other, its just about luv in general

k so bout yesterday. omg at guard i was still upset bout amanda and katie could tell - omg. she gave me a candy heart that said luv life on it - that made me start crying  cuz omg y couldnt amanda? y couldnt she luv life? wat made hers so wrong? was it really my fault? y else could it b? but ya that lil heart made me cry and omg. horrible. n e who. ya done.

happy v-day